so i know, i fell off the blog earth for a while. one thing you should know about me is that i have always been an all or nothing type girl. i either do something all the way, or i don't want to do it at all. so that is why blogging and i have a love hate relationship. i love doing it and it makes me feel better, but i often don't make it a priority when things get crazy in my life. so then when i didn't do it for a little while, i thought to myself, i'm not doing good at this, and then i just stopped. i know my reasoning is dumb.
i have been trying to break the all or nothing habit for years now. in some ways it serves me well, but in other situations it leads to my destruction. it causes me to give up on alot of things in my life that i should keep pursuing.
so why am i back?
a friend told me she missed my blog. i haven't always been the greatest of friends to this girl so i thought i owed her another shot, and a better one at that. thanks for the encouragement, and for letting me realize that even though i might not be the best at blogging, you enjoyed it. and that is what it should be for me, enjoying, not a competition to be my best.
dang you competitive self.
